ant-fa is on my mind, every day

i was going to write “fashism” is on my mind every day; but i don’t necessarily want that to be the truth.

something i wrote last night:

if anyone ever wonders, and goes to look at whether or not the person next to you is “doing enough” (for liberation, for organizing, and so on):

(a) where in your life do you feel as though you’re not doing enough, or wish you could be doing more but don’t have the means

and/or

(b) do you feel unsupported and have unmet needs? are you feeling disempowered?

because at the end of the day, although i’m privileged in many ways, i’m also still a working class brown queer anarchist trying to live my life. and a lot of that is coping with fash harm.

i’m conscious of it because i’m also the one looking at others.

do we all go to bed at night, and tell ourselves that our day was enough, that we did our best? or that we were able to make it through?